DAY 12: BUT I NEVER FEEL FULL


Day 12: But I never feel full

Thought for the Day: “I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge — that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.” (Ephesians 3:17 – 19)

For years, I walked around with a little heart-shaped cup in my soul, holding it out to people or things trying to find fulfillment.  Some of us hold out our heart-shaped cup and expect a husband to love us in ways that rights our wrongs and fills up our insecurities.  Sometimes, we expect our kids to be successful so that we look good and feel validated by their accomplishments.  Or, we hope that a successful career will confirm that we are a valuable human being.

At times, I have asked the impossible of all of these.  But my consistent “friend” of choice over the years has been food.  Imagine my little heart-shaped cup as a candy dish, using sweets and snacks to soothe my emotions.

However, if we are going to replace destructive cycles with lasting changes in our lives, then we have to empty ourselves of the lie that other people or things can ever fill our hearts.  Instead, we have to deliberately fill up on God’s truths and stand secure in His love.  Here are some examples of how we can do that:

Old lie: “I am such a failure when it comes to my diet.”

New truth: “I am not a failure.  I am a lavishly loved child of God.  Part of my right as a child of God is to operate in a power beyond myself.  The Holy Spirit is God’s gift to me.  So it is possible for me to use the self-control I’ve been given.”

Old lie: “I need these Oreo’s!”

New truth: “The thought that these Oreo’s will fill me is a lie.  They will taste good for just the few minutes it will take to eat them.  Then that hollow feeling of guilt will rush in as soon as the chocolate high dissipates.  If I truly need a snack right now, I am capable of choosing a healthier option.”

Old lie: “God seems far away and French fries are right around the corner at the drive-thru.”

New truth: “French fries don’t love me.  And the only lasting thing I get from them is the cholesterol and cellulite they inevitably leave behind, which will just compound my frustration.  God’s love is here in this moment and in many more to come.  His love is true and carries with it only positive residual effects.”

Examine how you can replace the lies and rationalizations in your mind with the truth of God’s love.  Experience the power of renewing your mind and learning that food was never meant to fulfill the deepest places of your heart.  And, as Ephesians 3:19 reminds, may you understand that the only way to true satisfaction is to be “filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.”

Reference here.

On Marriage
 Kahlil Gibran

You were born together, and together you shall be forevermore.
You shall be together when the white wings of death scatter your days.
Ay, you shall be together even in the silent memory of God.
But let there be spaces in your togetherness,
And let the winds of the heavens dance between you.

Love one another, but make not a bond of love:
Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.
Fill each other’s cup but drink not from one cup.
Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf
Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone,
Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music.

Give your hearts, but not into each other’s keeping.
For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts.
And stand together yet not too near together:
For the pillars of the temple stand apart,
And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other’s shadow.

Reference here.

My point is thus: no matter if it comes to food, dieting, eating, marriage, relationships, work, parenting – you can only ever give your heart to the One who gave you life.  God created you, He will fill you and love you in ways you cannot yet fathom.  What we need to do is give our hearts to Him, and then trust Him as we learn to walk His way and not our own.  And this is never an overnight process – Rome was not built in a day and for many of us it can take years before the walls come crumbling down and our houses can be truly built on the rock.

Matthew 7:24-27 ESV

Build Your House on the Rock

“Everyone then who hears these words of mine and does them will be like a wise man who built his house on the rock.  And the rain fell, and the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house, but it did not fall, because it had been founded on the rock.  And everyone who hears these words of mine and does not do them will be like a foolish man who built his house on the sand.  And the rain fell, and the floods came, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell, and great was the fall of it.”

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