While I would love a little sibling for Baby Girl – be it a boy or a girl – I could not handle being pregnant now. Financially, we just couldn’t afford it, and Baby Girl needs to sleep. Physically, I would not be able to cope not sleeping at all during the night, attending to two babies, and working at what essentially equates to three jobs to try make ends meet financially. I just couldn’t do it.
However, if I was pregnant, we would just somehow have to deal with it. No matter how tired I felt, or how drained, I would have to just take things one step at a time and get through it. I hope I don’t have to put myself through that pressure though. Not now – perhaps a little later.
The Baby Mama